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Prem Baba and Sudha
I went so many times to haidhakan, always doing seva to him, i was always with him, always holding him like an octopuss. Full of love, care, compassion, always good whenever, wherever, with whoever...a form of love difficult to reproduce, difficult even to imitate..
one day he told me to go together in a certain place around haidhakan. We passed over irasingh chaishop, went left, then after some walking we turned downstairs in the jungle try to reach the ganga side.
Along the river we met an obstacle: a big rock, a hole with angry waters and another rock. The hole was big... how to jump from the first rock to the second? No problem, prem recitated a mantra, and the old- white grandpa jumped like a tiger to the other side!
Montag, 15. Juni 2015
Believe me, the distance was not human, as his jump... then he told me to jump too. I thought he was crazy and refused to. He told me again to jump and i refused again. Then he started telling me that i must have faith and trust him, and trust baba, and this and that, but my mind was only thinking " WHO WILL GO TO TELL MY FAMILY THAT THEIR STUPID DAUGHTER DIED LIKE AN IDIOT BY JUMPING IN THE GANGA?" but at a certain point i started thinking that i always loved prem, i always trusted him, he had never deluded me, baba as well, and that in the end dying at haidhakan in the ganga could be a good death...
i closed my eyes and jumped....in the middle of it something in the air pushed me in the shoulders and i landed with only a toe of one foot on the second rock and prem catched me.... blind faith, love, surrender...thank you prem