Believe me, the distance was not human, as his jump... then he told me to jump too. I thought he was crazy and refused to. He told me again to jump and i refused again. Then he started telling me that i must have faith and trust him, and trust baba, and this and that, but my mind was only thinking " WHO WILL GO TO TELL MY FAMILY THAT THEIR STUPID DAUGHTER DIED LIKE AN IDIOT BY JUMPING IN THE GANGA?" but at a certain point i started  thinking that i always loved prem, i always trusted him, he had never deluded me, baba as well, and that in the end dying at haidhakan in the ganga could be a good death...


i closed my eyes and jumped....in the middle of it something in the air pushed me in the shoulders and i landed with only a toe of one foot on the second rock and prem catched me.... blind faith, love, surrender...thank you prem