one two three - resham firiri
one two three - resham firiri
Nepal is the hit, its a beautiful country with beautiful people and Nepal warms my very heart after having such bad experiences in Haidakhan with the Samaj. This was a real horror there, the winter. And the queen of horror did wrote about her experience there, klicking out the full truth and writing what people want to read about holy Haidakhan. But who cares, Babaji told us things but those things you donT find so much anymore there, but people still feel comfortable in their apartments during their spiritual holidays. New visions can not easily manifested there, its an old game from old people who still try to keep all in the old mood. Past, all is past there ... it looks like.
The heavy attacks agiainst the "saving of the Satikhund tree" showed the reality there very much. The Samaj boycotted this leela as much as a Samaj can do, with lies and wrong facts, with power games and other shit. The most terrible thing were those lies and the reaction. This all in an ashram of Lord Shiva Himself prOMoting the truth ... you have to survive this somehow
20.04.18
I had a meeting with one of the leaders and He told me: "we let you ... (do photos)" ... who is we and who is you? This sepearation, this non-one is against BabajiS rules. We are the Samaj, even if few play boss and slave. The meeting I made to stop the war against me after critizising the new huge building cutting the ashram in two pieces. If you do something you have to live with critic - Samaj could not really handle this in a cool or even wise way. They kicked out the main project leader and told him: "it was not against you, it was against Lal Baba". The tree was missused for a power fight. To me they told there is no war against me. The top of all: My wife was not allowed anymore to speak with me in the ashram. We survived it :-)
So this all I had to digest and Nepal is the best place to come back to my heart chakra, not Haidakhan and this is the real sad thing. But who cares. Haidakhan is the mirror of our group, there it is what we are making from it and what we let happen knowing the teaching from Him that we have to take care for our ashram. Real Sadhana is difficult to make there. Many tourists coming, drunken people who stay one night, the sound of building machines is to hear and disturb somehow the atmosphere of a monastery. A real retreat gets difficult to do there the concentration of the holy aspect gets hidden in the daily routine. The focus in the ninetees when I came first was different. We are destroying a lot there with our "stories" mostly of I and MY .. PHURO !!!
Nepal is a country which is made into a poor country and those poor people, who are not so proud ... touch your very heart in their real simplicity (things we are talking about in Haidakhan) and their humble kind of acting up. Nepal is also a very true country. Here you can see what Babaji told us: "People create differences between each other to rule over each other."
Nepal is full of this, even more full than our beloved Haidakhan which is occupied from a stupid hierarchic man system with up and down level. Here its made by politicals in our community its made by Gurubhais and this is much more sad. But the beauty around me here and also in Haidakhan kicks me back again and again to the real things, to the truth, the simplicity and the love and it is wonderful to see and feel this again and again ..
You can help Nepal very much in coming here for holidays. PHURO !!!